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the list - in this great future, you can't forget your past

Date: 2004-11-06 19:16
Subject: the list
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I am going to make a list of things that have made me happy and sad since school has started:
1. School actually starting
2. Meeting new people
3. Frosh Week
4. Being in a place where you can go to Second Cup and sit around for two hours on your break
5. Going to QQ Teashop and playing games with Tracey and Erin
6. The university atmosphere
7. Being surrounded by brilliant people who have so many different opinions
8. Feeling like I belong
9. Knowing that once I am done with University, I will hopefully have a nice job and a family
10. Finally realizing that I can be myself, and not worry about what others think.
11. Realizing that I have great friends
12. Finally knowing that my parents won't kill me if I fail.

1. School ( its odd how school is in both the sad and happy category)
2. Failing my economics midterm ( the peak of sadness)
3. Realizing that if I fail economics, I won't get into second year
4. Realizing that, although I may have been somewhat smart in high school, I am pretty dumb in university.
5. PRESSURE from school work
6. Actually wanting to die, because I can't handle school anymore.
7. Really wanting to quit my job, even though I went through so much to get it.
I guess the happy outweigh the sad in numbers, but truly, the weight of each sad listing is much more than the weight of each happy listing. Sad things make me more sad now, then happy things make me happy. But its all good.
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User: angel_babe6913
Date: 2004-11-07 02:32 (UTC)
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dont' feel dumb!! as long as u tried ur best that's all that matters! I'm sure u'll do amazing!
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User: kraftsingles
Date: 2004-11-07 04:23 (UTC)
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well, the main thing is that there are some happy things on that list.
char's party on the 20th shall be the peak of happiness. and if for some reason we can't have the party. we are driving him the lcbo anyway, and getting alcohol..and sitting somewhere and drinking all of it...after we return the car of course.
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User: ferngully
Date: 2004-11-07 07:19 (UTC)
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this envokes the image of you and Tanya sitting in the middle of a street drinking out of brown paper bags.

And let me tell you, thats a winning image.
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User: ferngully
Date: 2004-11-07 05:17 (UTC)
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d00d?! YOU ARE NOT DUMB. If I was a violent person, I would hit you just for thinking that. YOU ARE NOT STUPID. NEVER HAVE BEEN AND CAN'T FORCE YOURSELF TO BE!

Anyways. Aside from that, you are awesome no matter what.
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User: moodring_star
Date: 2004-11-07 05:47 (UTC)
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Ya Tanya you are the biggest dumbass I have ever known. NOT!!Tanya, I agree with what Erin said. There is no way in Hell NO WAYYYYYYY Possible that you are dumb. You shouldn't be worried if all of your marks aren't 95%, you are trying, and your putting alot of effort into your studies, so screw the rest. AND how many different awards was it that you graduated with?? Huh?? And you did get into University RIGHT??? So don't say you are stupid please don't. IT would be giving those who are stupid way to much credit. Peace out, have fun!! Wait for my b-day next month, we shall have fun then hahahahahahahahahaha.

Peash Out, Amy Style
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User: moodring_star
Date: 2004-11-08 22:26 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Don't ever say you wanna die. Look shit happens. LIfe isn't always as great and easy as we would like it to be, but like I said before shit happens, and you just gotta learn from it and move on, and hope for better luck next time.
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